The other day my son had a traumatic experience at the dentist office and since then I've been dealing with mom guilt. Well, that is a whole other issue. However, his cousins are in town and he got to go to Legoland today. Lucky kid!
All of the sudden, I find myself with just one kid today. This is unusual and I have found myself thinking, what should I do? I never have a WHOLE day, just me and her. A one year old is pretty easy since they don't argue yet so the opportunities of the day are endless, until nap time.
Anyway, then I start thinking about how soon he will be gone all day in Kindergarten and it will always be just me and her. My stomach turns just thinking about it. This is all new territory. I love her and I am so excited to bond in that way and give her this new attention but I am so used to having my 5 year old son around. Why am I thinking so much anyway? Ahhh…does it ever stop?! Does someone want to tell me how to tame your mom anxiety and tell it to shut up? Deep breathes and a trip to the beach, here we come!
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